GW BENCI SPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ya.. gw berasa tinggal d Shanghai udah 3 minggu plus - gw sedikit byk udah berubah. When I came here I was like laughing to myself - finally escaped from the treacherous bottomless pit of boredom called Spore. Den when I realised - iya.. as much as I hate Spore, I stopped (or shd stop) condemn-ing negara jelek itu. I mean gw bener2 gak suka negara tolol itu - orang2nya rese, kiasu, kerja byk yg backstabbing, cold, narrow-minded, shallow, too law-abiding, linear-thinkers, no freedom of speech (OMG) - koran udah propaganda semua.. sial. Fabian socialists. Cost of living so high. Premi asuransi mobil selangit. Official GDP per capita lbh tinggi daripada rata2 pemasukan bokap temen2 gw (kl geto GDP per capita diambil siapa tu?). Kl main bola ama Cinpur, pasti mainnya TEGANG bgt - soalnya pengen menang - salah nendang bola udah sori2x (Kl ama anak2 Indo kan mainnya having fun). Kdg2 gw berasa aja jd org Indo susah dimengerti ama Cinpur2.


Org Spore selalu pake "security" (i.e. keamanan) as their country's selling point - I mean come on man! Security is overrated. U mean lu gak bisa apa living with a little bit of un-security? Kasian dech eloe. Ya asal gak kyk Palestina aja it's ok. There are other factors in life besides "security" yg bikin satu tempat itu a nice place to stay - contohnya a place tanpa "defamatn act" (Tau gak apa itu? Heh! Permainan politikus Spore) & negara yg ada natural scenery-nya (e.g. China) & negara yg bisa embrace culture BUKAN as a marketing tool untuk turis tp local culture yg really existent & lastly, negara yg able to embrace diversity (like U.S.). Bener2 culture Spore gw gak tahan aja. All my thoughts about "it" are just negative.


I dun know if I go back to Spore feeling the same but ya I realised byk hal I have to take with a pinch of salt - contohnya, Spore itu tmpt dmn I grew up, had mi ups and downs (more downs than ups definitely), ketemu gereja pada akhirnya (thank God), ketemu orang2 Indo lg di SMU (after 4 taon main ama org Spore), develop hobi untuk baca buku (reading is fun!). Tp at the end of the day, gw sadar i'm living with MYSELF. Betul I'm living amongst apur-apur jelek, tp I'm living with myself. Not them. I mean let's face it! Yg kesel pada akhirnya bukan cinpur2 jelek itu koq - tp gw! gw! gw yg rugi dengan pikiran2 negatif semacam itu. I'm still in the process of recovery pastinya. Tp dengki ini itu bener2 gak baik lah.